Silly Girl

Dear girl,
You look tired. You look like you've been writing all day and your brain feels swollen and tight. Like you haven't been sleeping, maybe crying instead?
You look like you are trying too hard, like you need to be locked in a room with chocolate and a big soft bed and to be told to rreellaaxx.
You look like you might laugh and then cry, if you weren't so damn tired, or maybe you look like you would like to just pick up and leave. Like you've had enough of trying to get your unruly soul under control.
You look like you wonder if anyone else finds life so damn difficult.
You look like you would like to say "fuck, damn, bastard, ass, shit," and yes, even "cunt", just because you can and it might make you laugh.

It did make you laugh.

Silly girl. It's alright. It's alright.
Go to sleep.